1 Kings 19:9-13
After being still and celebrating 111 years of ministry in this place at Homecoming we come back to the third part of this sermon series. Let’s do a quick wrap up of where we are in this series. In the first sermon I talked about being still. We have a lot of movement, chaos, stuff to do in life and it is important to find time to be still. In Psalm 46:10, it says, “Be still and know that I am God.” In our happiest times and in our hardest times in life we need to find time to be still so we can feel God in our midst. We passed out some of these devotionals and you can still pick some up if you haven’t already. The challenge was to find 10 minutes a day to be still with God for 28 days. Then in week two we talked about the Knowing and No-ing. If we want to really get to know God we have to be able to make him a priority. We may have to learn to say no in order to say yes to build a deeper relationship with God. But life can get in the way. The demands of life can be too much and we need to remind ourselves and practice stepping back, like Jesus does, to find time to be still with God.
Today we are talking about dealing with the noise. Life has lots of noise, pressure, fear, and angst. Our struggle is finding time to be still when life seems to be in panic mode. For inspiration we hear the story of Elijah. Now you probably have heard of Elijah before. He was one of the greatest prophets in Israel’s history. He did many miraculous things but he also never died. Instead, when he found a predecessor in Elisha, a chariot of fire came between Elijah and Elisha and Elijah was taken up into heaven in a world wind. In Malachi it is said that Elijah would return before the great day of the Lord. This is why when John the Baptist and Jesus come on the scene people are wondering if they are actually Elijah who has come back. Elijah is also one of the three people at Jesus’ transfiguration. You had Jesus, Moses and Elijah that appeared to the three disciples, Peter, James and John.
But today we are going to talk about Elijah running in fear. When we meet him in 1 Kings 19:9 he is hiding in the wilderness from the Queen Jezebel. Jezebel was not a fan of the prophets of God. She had killed hundreds of them and Elijah was the only one left. Elijah really makes her mad in chapter 18. In that chapter Elijah comes out and challenges the prophets of Baal to a duel of some sort. He comes up with test to see which God is better, Baal or the God of Israel. Here are the rules of the challenge: they will each prepare an altar and slaughter a bull on it. Usually they would light a fire and sacrifice these animals as burnt offerings to their gods but Elijah tells them that they should see which God provides the fire.
There were 450 prophets of Baal verses Elijah in this showdown. The prophets of Baal construct their altar, slaughter the bull, and start calling on Baal to send down fire. They do this from morning to midday and nothing happens. They start dancing around to provoke Baal but nothing happens. At this point Elijah starts talking some smack. He says, “Shout Louder! Certainly he’s a god! Perhaps he is lost in thought or wandering (relieving himself), or traveling somewhere. Or maybe he is asleep and must wake up!” Where is your God? Using the bathroom? On vacation? Sleeping in? The prophets then start shouting louder and cutting themselves with swords and knives to show their devotion to Baal. The scripture says, “Their blood flowed all over them.” What a scene. What an image. These prophets shouting, dancing, and running around covered in their own blood. But Baal never comes. Their turn is over.
Elijah steps up and creates an altar and then digs a trench around it. He sacrifices his bull and gets ready to pray to God to send fire. Instead though he tells some people to get four jars of water and pour it on the altar. They do and then he tells them to do it two more times. There is so much water on the altar that it is dripping off it, all over the ground, and the water has filled up the trench he dug around it. Elijah is making sure everyone knows how powerful Israel God, Yahweh, is. If God sends down fire on this then there is no doubt who’s God is more powerful.
Elijah starts to pray and sure enough God sends down fire. 1 Kings 18:38 says, “Then the Lord’s fire fell; it consumed the sacrifice, the wood, the stones, and the dust. It even licked up the water in the trench! That is the God of Israel! That is the God we worship! Ahab, the king of Israel, sees this and understands how powerful God is and Elijah takes the prophets of Baal and has them all killed. Then he goes to the top of a mountain and through prayer and conversation with God he ends the 3 year drought by making it finally rain. Elijah is on fire for God. He is doing everything right. He is showing the people there who God is. In fact that is his name. Elijah means “My God is Yahweh.” He is living out his namesake.
But then Jezebel hears what happened. Her husband, Ahab the King, reports what Elijah has done, the fire from heaven and the killing of the prophets. She is REALLY upset. She sends a message to Elijah, “May the gods do whatever they want to me if by this time tomorrow I haven’t made your life like the life of one of them.” What a great line. Hollywood couldn’t write a better line. “May the gods do whatever they want to me if by this time tomorrow I haven’t made your life like the life of one of them.” I can just see Walter White using that line. It scares Elijah and Elijah does what comes naturally to us all when faced with the reality of death. He runs, he runs, and he runs some more.
When we find him in verse 9 he has been living in the wilderness for a while and being fed by angels every morning. When he is refreshed he walks for 40 days and 40 nights until he gets to Mount Horeb, or as it is also known, Mt. Sinai, or God’s Mountain. Remember what happened on this mountain? God gave Moses the Law. It is here that Moses and God talked, interacted and God. In the midst of Elijah’s fear he runs to meet God. He crawls into a cave and God comes to him and asks, “Why are you here, Elijah?”
Have you ever had any moment like that in your life? You are scared to death about the next step. You know a decision has to be made. You know you are standing on one of those life moments and you know that after this moment life will never be the same. Fear consumes you. Your heart is beating so hard your hair feels like it is keeping time. Elijah is having one of these moments and God asks him, “Why are you here?”
I never wanted to be a preacher. I know I have mentioned this before but I attempted to be in ministry in about any other way except to preach every week. I went to college thinking I would be a Christian Camp Director. But after one semester I realize that wasn’t the case. In seminary I did five field education placements, internships. I did some in the local church but I really pushed myself to do some in chaplaincy, thinking that is where God may be calling me. In my second year at Duke I worked with Partners in Caring which was a ministry with HIV/AIDS patients at Duke University Hospital and the surrounding counties. I loved it but at the end of the semester I came to a realization.
After each semester was over, after my last exam, I would always walk out of the Divinity School and into Duke Chapel. If you have never been there you should. It is an amazingly beautiful and enormous space. You are surrounded by gorgeous stain glass windows and it reminds you how big God is. I remember sitting there, in the quiet, being still, wrestling with the fact that I knew God wanted me to preach. I knew after that internship with Partners in Caring that chaplaincy wasn’t my calling. Directing a camp wasn’t my calling. Youth and Children’s Ministry wasn’t my calling. In my heart of hearts I knew what God wanted me to do and in that pew in Duke Chapel I finally agreed. I had run in every direction I knew and it all kept leading me back to the same place.
There is a story of another minister in our conference who ran from his calling most of his youth and adulthood. He knew God was asking him to be a pastor. Yet he got his education in something else. He took a job making good money in something else besides ministry. Then one day at a bar he was thinking over a glass of beer. It was a revelation, life decision moment. In his heart and soul he heard God ask him, “Why are you here?” He had attempted to run but in the end he ran straight into God’s awaiting hands.
Maybe you are running today. You are running from some trouble in your life. Maybe you are running from a specific person. Maybe you are simply running from doing what you know you should be doing. Your heart and soul are screaming at you but you are trying to run to keep it quiet. You surround yourself with all the noise in life, the running we all do in life to deafen that voice that calls out to us within ourselves. Maybe you are running today.
Elijah was running. He shows up at God’s mountain and God wonders why he is there. He just proved that Yahweh was bigger than Baal. He had just made it rain where it hadn’t in three years. He was on the top of this game and then Jezebel threatens him and he runs. Sometimes we see all the good we are doing and the difference we are making in the world and the one thing we focus on is the one bad thing someone says. Now for Elijah Jezebel was a real threat. She had killed all the other prophets of God and Elijah was the last one. But if God would send fire and rain down from the sky, would he let Jezebel take him out? How quickly our faith disappears when trouble hits.
As Elijah sits there in the presence of God, God tells him to prepare himself because he is coming by. Elijah does and a very strong wind blows by but God is not in the wind. Then an earthquake comes but God isn’t in the earthquake. Then a fire rolls in but God is not in the fire. As one commentary I read this week put it, “Earthquake, wind and fire are natural forces associated with God’s appearance on earth. God is not found in any of these natural forces, however; they only precede God’s coming.
Where is God found? I love the phrasing in the Common English Bible. It says in verse 12, “After the fire, there was a sound. Thin. Quiet.” That is where God was in the midst of the thin and quiet. You see when life throws us earthquakes, fires, and winds we have this notion that we can do it on our own. We think we have enough in us to make it through anything. We can accomplish it all but in reality we can’t. So we fight through the storms of life. We put up with all the noise until finally we can’t do it any longer. Then in our moment of stillness we hear the thin and quiet voice of God.
When we hear that voice we look up and realize we are surrounded by God’s grace, enveloped by his love and that all this running has lead us right to what we were running from. God doesn’t ridicule us, shame us, or belittle our running. God doesn’t mock us like Elijah did to the prophets of Baal. God simply asks, like a tender-hearted father, “Why are you here?”
Take a moment in this holy place today to be still in front of God. Take a moment to stop running and stop thinking you can do it all on your own. Let’s stop this morning so the noise passes by and we can hear the thin, quiet voice of God. “Why are you here today?” “What are you here?”
God is in the thin. God is found in the quiet.
And all God’s people said. Amen.